Well, I think I pinpointed the source of my recent depression the other day, which has oddly enough both helped and made it worse. Helped in that it seems to be less frequent and, when it does happen, takes less time to get under control. Made it worse in that now that I know exactly what it is, when I DO feel it, I end up thinking specifically of it, which makes me feel worse than I did before. But, like I said, it’s gotten easier to reign in and to keep under control, so I can at least keep it from coming out most of the time. So I’ll just assume it’s a least a bit of a good thing. Chances are, it’ll go away of its own accord, just like always. We’ll see how long that takes. Hopefully not very, because I’m getting quick sick of it, and this isn’t the first time, either. I want it to just fuck off. D<

Anyway, in other news, I went and spent some of my giftcards today, so I got some new clothes, and I’m going tomorrow to a different store to get some more. Also, I ordered a new shirt and it’s on its way in the mail. I’ll need to take new pictures sometime. I’m about due for updated ones, anyway. But I think they look nice, so that’s good.

Also, today was the first day of classes. It was pretty uneventful, though my last class was canceled because the professor apparently has the flu, so that was kinda a bonus. Tomorrow is my short day, too, so that’s nice. The classes this semester should be easier, too, although I have more reading to do. But I’ll be able to manage it fine.

Hours are being cut back at work again, since it’s January and after Christmas, when they ALWAYS go over budget. But I doubt I’ll be affected too much because they pretty much always need me to go into H.E. on the weekends, and I have seniority over most of the part-time people, so I should get hours before they do. I think the only exceptions are Steve and a couple of cashiers.

I think that’s about all I have for tonight. Might need to have a talk tomorrow. I’m not sure. I guess I’ll find out.