Archive for May, 2009

Lost Angels

If you can sleep held in these hands
Then I’ll erase it for you within my arms
If we are reborn
And can meet again someday smiling…

“I won’t forget you”

“Don’t cry anymore…” whispered the sky gently
Winter comes to call, the melody of those that have fallen evokes spring
Like you were on the day we met, you show a smile
And disappear along with the children that clung to your pale hands

The overflowing tears change to powder snow

If you can sleep, held in these hands
I’ll erase it for you within my arms
If we are reborn
And can meet again someday, smiling…

“I won’t forget you”

When you were happy, you’d hang your head like you were embarrassed and smile
Even that little habit of yours no one else noticed was dear to me

Touch my hands, one more time

If it’s a love that can be erased with a violent embrace
Then someone rid me of my pain
This world dyed in white engulfed you
Announcing the end of the dream

Because you are smiling somewhere in the sky*
I try to make my uninterrupted thoughts
Reach out to where you are

If I can save you by offering up this life
I’ll show you how I smile as my body burns up**
If we are reborn
And can meet again someday, smiling…

“I won’t forget you”

“I will not forget you”

Eeeeee, I can’t wait until this song gets released. The preview sounds so pretty. :)

I have very little to update. I went to work at 7 to clean because the three head guys of the company were touring the stores. The Penticton store flooded last night. (HAHAHA, TAKE THAT, BASTARDS) So I’m really tired and stuff today, but it was all worthwhile because after I got home, I got to go on mic and webcam with Robbie for a while, and it was amaaaazing. :D God damn, I don’t know how I got someone as great as him. <3

-dies-

I had a bad day, and a fucking awful night, and I just want a hug. =[

That’s all I have tonight.

Pictars

So, little update before work: I took some new pictures, since I felt like making a cheesey gesture. They actually turned out fairly well. This one ended up being my favourite, for some reason:

I feel sexy. Lulz. XD

Anyway, Robbie has an interview tomorrow, so hopefully that goes well. And I’m going to Dawn’s on Friday for a LoTR Marathon, and then on Saturday after work, going to see the new Terminator movie. Should be good times. I haven’t seen everyone in a while.

Danny and I are supposed to go for haircuts next week, so I need to look around and see where to go and such. And when I work, for that matter. Hopefully it’ll be able to happen.

Okay, time for work. Bye.

Holy English, Batman!

Well, I got my registration date for my classes, and I’ve picked out the classes I’ll HOPEFULLY be taking. I need to compete with the 4th years as well this year for classes, and they get first pick, so this might not go how I want it to. But here’s a general outline of what I’m hoping for:
- ANTH 333 – Anthropology of Myth
- ANTH 320 – Central American Indigenous Medicine
- CRWR 116 – Introduction to Creative Writing I
- ENGL 340 – Introduction to Old English
- ENGL 438 – Shakespeare: Early Works
- ENGL 439 – Shakespeare: Later Works
- ENGL 455 – Reading Gothic Film
- ENGL 470C – Canadian Studies: Search for Home
- JPST 365 – Gender and Japanese Language
- SPAN 101 – Beginners’ Spanish I

Canadian literature is the only thing I hate more than Victorian literature, but I HAVE to take at least one class in it, so I’ll suffer. And I wish they had the Chaucer course instead of Intro to Old English like I wanted, but I’ll survive. We’ll probably end up looking at some of his stuff, anyway.

In other news, it’s my Mum’s birthday today. 44 years old. Happy birthday to my Mum!

Umm. Robbie is pretty much the sweetest guy ever, and it comes out a lot once he’s a little tipsy/drunk, so I might need to get him to drink more often. I end up really stupidly happy after talking to him and all the nice things. Haha. (Don’t worry, I won’t turn you into an alcoholic. I’m kidding. :P ) We were talking after I was done work yesterday, and he’d been drinking at home rather than going out, and it was really, really nice. I enjoyed the conversation with my potato thoroughly. <3

… hey, Cowboy, when are we gonna head home? <.< (That won’t make sense to any of you except Robbie, which is all that’s important, anyway. :D )

I got new shoes! =D An actual pair of runners this time. I’m still getting used to my ankles feeling so… bare. I need a pair of normal boots again, too, because there are certain situations and such where I can’t wear runners, but that’s fine. I have time to get those.

I think that’s all I really have to say right now. Life’s been pretty uneventful other than that stuff. Anon.

[9:00 PM]

OMG PANIC PANIC AAAHHHHH. Okay, not quite, but lately I’ve been having a bit of doubt about whether teaching is really what I want to do or not, and in the midst of this, I find a bunch of requirements for the B.Ed. that, thanks to the FUCKING RETARDED site design of UBC, I didn’t know about until just now. In theory, I’d be able to complete them in time, but it would mean 5 more courses that I had no plan to take, and that as such don’t fit in my schedule easily. I’m not pleased. It’s history and geography, and something needs to be related to Canadian studies. There’s two history courses I could take that would cover that, but still. Canadian history is boring as hell.

Anyway, yes. Lately, not 100% sure on the teaching thing. Honestly, I’m torn between that, publishing/editing/proofreading, and graphic design (LAWL DOESN’T FIT). I mean, I think I’d like teaching, but I don’t know for sure. I do prefer the more technical parts of language and such to things like Shakespeare, Chaucer, Ray Bradbury, and so on. That’s more of an interest than anything else. If I go into publishing and proofreading and stuff, I’m going to have to move to a big city, probably Vancouver, which I would actually like, and would probably do anyway because (assuming Robbie and I live together and stuff and stay in Canada) we’d be on the coast. If I could get a job with a large publishing company, especially for novels and magazines and stuff, I’d be quite happy because they pay fairly well, and I’d enjoy basically being paid to read stuff and point out things that are wrong, haha.

I have time to set stuff in stone, however. We shall see. I still think I want to go teach English in Japan for a year, just because it would still be a good practice in the actual grammar and such because I’d need to look at the language from an outside perspective, and understand it in order to teach it.

I want a hug now, though. D=

Arx Noctis

For some reason, I’ve been feeling lonely the past few days. Not like, “Oh, I’m so alone, nobody loves me, boohoohoo” lonely, because obviously that’s not true. I have Robbie. I think it’s more the lack of physical contact lonely. Hurrr. Hopefully it’ll go away soon.

It’s mother’s day soon, and all she’s told me to get her are some white lilies, so looks like that’s gonna be what I get her. I have NO idea what else to get. She’s impossible to shop for. And then her birthday is a week after that, so that too is gonna be a treat. I hate these two weeks of the year.

LAWL I JUST SAW MY COMPUTER IN A COMMERCIAL KEVIN BACON IS IN. XD (I’m watching TV as I write this)

Today at work was awful. Just awful. Too much crap happened to be worth writing about, since it was a bunch of little things that just built up and up until by the time I got home I just wanted to go home and break something.

Brian is a slut. ‘Nuff said.

I really have nothing else to add tonight, except that I want a hug. D= Oh, and dentist chairs have taken on a new, awesome connotation. I’m excited.

Gensou Suikoden

Well, I’ve neglected to update for a long time. Baaaaad meeeee. So, time to et everything up to speed:

My exams went relatively well, and my grades are pretty good overall, though I haven’t gotten my English grade yet because MILTON IS SO GODDAMN SLOW GRAAAHHHH. But oh well, I don’t care, I should have done well enough at it that I’ll be fine.

Anyway, since then I got sick RIGHT when we finally got the goddamn exercise room set back up, so I was too sick to exercise because too much exertion made my go into coughing fits. But I bought a chin-up bar and I’m pretty healthy again, so I’ve been able to start exercising again. MMMM IT HURTS SO GOOD. But yeah, turns out I CAN still do chin-ups, albeit not very many, but I’ll take what I can get.

Today I’m at Danny’s with Dawn, Tyler, and Sarika, and we went to Pizza Hut and then to Dairy Queen, then came here and played games for a while. Now we’re watching Twilight because it’s awesomely horrible. Then I have to work at 8 AM tomorrow. Fuck meeeeee I hate it. Hate it. Hate.

I re-discovered Gensou Suikoden II, which is a freaking AMAZING PS1 RPG that’s damn near impossible to get on disc now, since it had such a limited print. Luckily, I have it in emulation on my computer :D . So I combine that with my PS3 controller being used on the computer, and it’s just as good. But everyone should play it. Everyone.

Mmmm… oh, and I got my new book, “Overqualified” by Joey Comeau, and finished it, and it was amazing. Read it.

Last but not least, SOOOO EXCITED FOR MONDAY! =D