Archive for April, 2009

I let myself flow onwards.
I swim through my mind, back and forth.
My soul still sings the song we once wrote
Together.

We once had a dream,
We had everything.

We rode to the end of the world.
We rode on searching.
We climbed skyscrapers,
But they were all destroyed.
The peace is gone now.

I lack balance, I fall down.
Still, I let myself flow onwards.
I swim through my mind,
But I always come back to the same place.

There is nothing left to say.
This for the best.
God will provide a day
For us
… Tomorrow

Bah. That song just tugs at muh heart strings. ;_;

Anyway, my English final is out of the way, and it was tolerable. Not GOOD, but not bad, either. I passed, so I’m pleased. So now I’m failing at studying for Japanese instead! =D

I went to Danny’s on Sunday, two days before said English exam, and we pretty much drank and played video games and watched movies for a little while, then Nathalie joined us, and then her friend Odessa, and THEN Danny’s friend Mike (who just NEVER SHUTS THE FUCK UP OH MY GOD). Was pretty good times. I ended up heading home at about 5 AM after I’d given myself a few hours so sober up, though I was never drunk, but still too tipsy to drive. Good times, though, haha. Apparently we’ll be doing this again after finals. I assume aside from whatever gathering we do, since no one else really drinks except Kel, and Danny might be dragging me to go clubbing. We’ll see about that part.

Hm… Robbie has had some people being dicks on Facebook about him being bi, and I forgot to ask how it went with the guy he was psychologizing, so I’ll need to remember to ask. Though I know HE’S fine, since it’d take more than that to get to him, I’m still curious. So I left a message on his wall for them to read at some point. Feel free to delete it if it’s just gonna cause problems, hun. XD

Ummmmm I’ve eaten entirely too much chocolate. But you know what? I don’t care. IT’S DELICIOUS.

Last night I went to Boston Pizza with Danny and Tyler on a whim because none of us wanted to cook for dinner. T’was pretty delicious. And tomorrow I believe we’re going to Taki’s after the final for MORE dinner. So much money being spent. Good thing I already put aside my usual amount to savings.

Um. I want a hug. Just ’cause. D=

Affirmation

Well, the oral project for Japanese was pretty awful, but I don’t care. We’re done. WE’RE DONE. AHAHAHA. Now just a listening quiz on Wednesday and all will be done, Japanese-wise.

Lately, Robbie and I have been talking on microphone pretty much every day, which I looooove. So much better than text. And though the very first time we did way back in like… November was kinda awkward and neither of us really knew what to say, that hasn’t been happening any of these times, so that’s really good. Also a plus: It’s confirmed he can stand listening to me for extended periods of time. YUSSSSSS. I’m pretty much thrilled with all of this microphoning. Yay for Skype’s being so useful!

Also, we’ve been having some cutesy coupley moments lately, and I’m stupid lovey-dovey happy about it all the time, but I don’t care. I KNOW I probably look ridiculous when we talk like that. Fuck y’all, I love it. AND THERE SHALL BE MORE. (And there’s also other weird conversation, such as how night clubs are actually filled with cocaine, sex, and lions.)

Last night I went to Dawn’s house with Danny and Tyler, and we kinda sat around. They played games while I sat by and watched/did my own thing, since I tend to get bored of those games pretty quickly. And Tyler and Danny just broke because they kept watching the Injurt Fail, which IS pretty funny, but c’mon guys! We also might be doing something Wednesday, since it’s the last day of classes? Maybe? OSHIETE OKURE YO! Speaking of last classes, my English class for that day is an optional one to go ask questions, so that means I have more time to study for my listening quiz. Which will actually probably be spent talking to Robbie some more. Which is like studying for a listening quiz because he has an accent. And OBVIOUSLY, a Welsh accent is similar to a Japanese accent. They’re practically right next to each other.

Also, we should be going to see Dragonball on Friday with Charles. I’m going in expecting something awful, so no problem if it actually IS. As long as it’s wonderfully awful.

I’m going to be the new owner of the sporting goods section at work (AHAHAHA I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT SPORTS), so this should be… interesting. But it’ll get me more hours, and that means more money, so I won’t complain too much. Yet. Until bikes start going on sale. Then I might cry a little bit. Cheryl seemed pretty happy about this, though, which I imagine is because it’ll make her workload easier but whatever. And I’ll still be scheduled in Home Entertainment sometimes as well, but since they have two full time people there already I’m kinda unnecessary a lot of the time, and they have other people who need to get hours wherever they can, so chances are I’ll end up spending most of my time in there now for breaks, with the occasional shift scheduled in there as well. But this means more working with Bev and Chris and Kelvin, which I like. Bev seems happy about this, too, since she says I’m good on the floor. Go me!

I think that’s all I’ve got for tonight, other than the fact that I’ve been on a Savage Garden and Linkin Park stint lately. Not at ALL related to one another, so I don’t know why it’s those two.

Love you, babe. <3 (Since I know you’ll read this, I figured I’d leave a nice little surprise. XD)