So, had the interview today. It wasn’t great, it wasn’t horrible. But the guy, Gord or whatever… wow. Needlessly abrasive much? I get a more fuzzy feeling from Marianne, for fuck’s sake. He acted like he thought I was there expecting to get a job where every day was the time of my life, which is ridiculous. And he threw me off because he started talking about how boring the job is, which is one of the last things I was expecting to hear.

So yeah, not so sure how it’s gonna go, but I don’t think I’ll be too heartbroken if I don’t get the job. And after meeting that guy, I have a new appreciation for John.

[2:05 AM]

So, I think I’m gonna just stay at Zellers until I get my N. Which shouldn’t be long, since I’m gonna book my test as soon as I find my wallet. (WHICH I DON’T KNOW WHERE IT IS AND I HOPE I JUST FORGOT IT IN THE BATHROOM AT WORK WHEN I WAS CHANGING DDDD= ) Then we’ll see. And my part of the store isn’t really TOO horrible. Usually. I think I can stand it for a bit longer.

So, we had a mini-gathering at Dawn’s tonight. Dawn, Shay, Chris (Chi-fu), Chris (… Chris.), and I. Mackenzie was supposed to come, but he got stuck at the mall because of people. (Translation: “I flaked out on you.” Which I can’t say I didn’t expect at least a little, but still disappointing.) ‘Twas a hoot. Mario, Brawl, Bones, House. Regular fanatical nerdism.

More immediately, though, I sat on my bed and didn’t see the cat in the dark. I now have three small holes in my right butt cheek. My near-anus is bleeding! D=

Which reminds me (not because it happened, but just somehow does) that after it came up somehow tonight, I never really thought about what had happened between me and Eric. I mean, we were together, but not. In the beginning there was feelings and such, and I did genuinely like him, but I think it turned out to be more of a crush that went away before long. By the end of it, he really wasn’t much more than a cuddle/fuck buddy. Which, in retrospect, is kinda ew since I’m not a big fan of when people sleep with someone they aren’t with. And hypocritically, that’s pretty much what I did. OH, it was the random guy who wanted to hook up with Chris. That’s what brought it up. Which I still say is a bad idea. I did it once, and I’ve regretted it ever since. Big mistake on my part; kinda makes you feel cheap. Or at least it did for me. I’m sure other people have no problem with it, and I guess more power to them.

Anyway, on a different note, PC Bang gave me a call for an interview, which was surprisingly fast considering I just sent in the resume at 11:30 PM last night, but WOO. If I get the job, it’ll make my fucking LIFE. I’ll be free of Zellers, bahahaha. When they called me at Dawn’s, I was practically dancing with glee inside. Thought not outside, because I’m a horrible, horrible dancer, as Shay, Dawn, and Chris can attest to.

Side note: Unless we’re at a ho-down or something. Because I’m from Alberta. I can line-dance your ass into the ground. D=<

Anyway, that was my night. All in all, it was a good one. Oh, and work was meh. But it always is. And Chris is starting his new job, so GOOD LUCK CHRIS! HOPE IT’S BETTER THAN DAWN’S AND MINE! =DDDD

Adieu, mes amis. (I don’t know if that’s right, but whatever.)

This kid I’m talking to… Jesus Christ, boy. He is RIDICULOUSLY in the closet. To the point where he won’t even EAT stuff that could have a gay undertone. I mean, I don’t care if he isn’t all, “HEY GIRLFRIEND!” to people. That would scare me. But straight people are more out than he is. This guy is in fucking NARNIA.

Bah.

So, at about 2:30 last night I set my laptop to defragment my C: Drive, and it was still going for about 2 hours after I woke up today at 11. I’m afraid to ever do it to my external or my D: Drive. But it finished, and my computer has stopped being a slow little bitch, and I am pleased. Mmyes.

I didn’t work today, but I was feeling particularly productive, so I decided, “My room is a nightmare. I should clean it. And I should wash my bedding. And get rid of the giant comforter. And clean my bathroom. And OMFG SPIDER BY MY BED SPIDER BY MY BED KILL IT KILL IT KILL IT. Turns out it was already (freshly) dead, but it still made me do a dance of fright to get away from it. Bitch was big.

So I spent 4 or 5 hours cleaning up my room and my bathroom, and now it’s just amazing. I can see my entire floor. And my desk thingy. I LOVE it. Then, Shay and I went out to Dairy Queen, which was good times in and of itself; I was in such a good mood after cleaning I just kept on being a freak and making weird sounds and faces and passing my judgement on people. Like the ugly woman in the truck, or that fucking fat kid who doesn’t NEED more ice cream.

SIDE NOTE: I think fat people who try to claim it as a disability without any valid medical cause (some diseases and such can have adverse effects on metabolism and so on) so they can park in handicapped spots and such should get their own special spot at the FAR end of the parking lot.

Anyway, then Shay and I went to Zellers to say hi to Dawn, except she had gone home, so we just bought stuff. I have some shampoo that smells delicious, some Febreeze that smells even more delicious, some toothpaste that, you guessed it, smells delicious, and some new chapstick. Which was… well, chapstick. Nothing delicious there.

I started talking to Gerri again. I know he’s been kinda bitchy and stuff to everyone else, but he’s actually being really nice and friendly to me. Hopefully it lasts. I like it. =D Though I don’t like that he’ll most likely be dead in 3 months. Hopefully something manages to come through.

-dance- Namida no ato wa kiemasu ka? Mou nido to modorenai nara, konagona ni kono kioku wo kowashite kudasai.